Ugh.. once again, logical thinking lost the battle.... efficiency and rationale brutally squashed by slow narrow minded bufoolishness..... is time the culprit?? Slowly chipping away at a reasonable mind.. twisting it ever so slowly until it becomes a defensive wet ball of black and white stone writing.. shutting all doors and windows.. condemning itself to a solitary voice.. at least until it receives visitors from "senilia".. well maybe not all is lost.. maybe one must attack with mercenary foces disguised as objective voices of reason.. or maybe there is, in fact, wisdom in a dark room.