went to class today.. hmmm... felt strange .. i tied my shoelaces.. shortly after i washed hands much like one would wash their hair if it was a nesting area for wild bucktooth, flea infested, constipated rats.. ok maybe that last simile was a bit long.. i just had a flashback to the desert days and the rat season.. what i saw.. i saw.. but maybe by seeing i became blind to other things.. vision can give a false sense of security.. like tunnel vision to heaven that blocks the surrounding hell.. its probably for our own sanity.. who really wants to stare into the pits of hell? Or perhaps its the reverse..