today was a long and tiresome day.. as most long days are.. however, this time i sort of detached myself and avoided slipping into holes of frustration.. once at the airport.. at soccer in the morning.. at dinner time.. and of course when i lost a game of monopoly to my neice.. i dont seem to care.. but at the same time i'm puzzling others with no real motivation.. oh well.. slowly im becoming more and more an impartial imp and less and less an emotive being... or maybe i just didn't get enough sleep last night..