maybe its not healthy being so openminded, so condusive to new ideas, actions or choices.. to almost be devoid of any sort of conceptual boundaries.. perhaps it would not be so bad if one were only to conceive from some purely clinical vantage point.... however, one could argue that acceptance of ideas can result simply due to familiarity.. and deviant habitual actions could easily be accomodated by a beaten path of rationalization.. in these cases at what point does openmindedness interfere with moral integrity, can there be total coexistence between the two? at what point is openmindedness seen to be the originator of weakness, deviance, or insanity, when superimposed upon the loose set of universal moral principles.. when does it slip from the positive to the negative end of its definition.. maybe it is not a problem of the mind, simply a weakness of the soul?.. i'll finish this thought another time.. maybe im not openminded enough

well, its a new year so they say.. lets hope it stays new and good

and yet, i feel like i already know what happened and what will happen.. anyways, hopefully tomorrow we'll have some dim sum, i feel like eating fried squid.. mmmm.. and perhaps learn more about windows in space... sheep, i hope u're having a good time.. i bet u're sick

there is a spot on my wall where the paint is peeling.. every so often i play with it and remove a few pieces of the curved up paint... Under the paint the wall appears to be white.. with a few patches of gray.. maybe there is a grand image on these walls that i can only see if i peel away all the paint.. it might not make sense to peel away at this paint, but maybe in the end it will.. maybe only when im completely blind will i see what i never knew existed.